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  • I caught Covid!

    Aaaagh! I caught Covid!
    Positive!

    My cousin Cynthia invited me to her son's wedding reception at the Hong Kong Flower Lounge in Millbrae on July 23.

    She wanted me to help with taking some family pictures too. I told her of my condition with the arthritic hip and that I was limping around with a stick. No problem she said.

    It was great. The food was superb. I was seated with the ma-doi's. I saw a lot of people from that side of the family whom I haven't seen in a longtime.

    Cough...cough.... July 24, 2022 Sunday evening.

    Day 5

    Home tested on July 25, 2022 Monday...and sure enough, I'm positive. Damn! I had flu-like symptoms. Had some guaifensen with codeine in the medicine cabinet. That helped with the cough so I can get some sleep. I had to isolate myself from the family upstairs. I was on my own downstairs. The rough part was having to cook for myself and I often was crazy hungry when I couldn't cook. I often got hypoglycemic.

    The flu like symptoms went away by day three. I felt okay. But the test showed I was still positive.

    I tested on day five. Still positive and feeling okay.

    Day seven tested again. A faint line. Good sign.

    Day 7

    By day ten when I took the hometest I was finally negative. But I'm still tired. A lot of mucus and spitting. I have brain fog. I don't feel like seeing anybody for awhile.

    Day 10

    Covid is still around. Perhaps it's not as strong and deadly as when it first started over two years ago. But it's still around and the pandemic is by no means over.

    I think a lot of asymptomatic people are walking around carrying the virus and spreading it which is how I caught it.

    Now I have to worry if I have any longterm effects from this. Brain fog? Fatigue?

  • Arthritis of the Left Hip

    Sorry for all this old man talk.

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    What I have...bone on bone arthritis of the left hip. It was probably going on for years but have gotten to this point where I am now limping around in pain.

    Whenever I stand up and put my weight on my left leg my femur hurts.

    The doctor prescribe me an opioid painkiller, hydrocodone. But being an opioid I would prefer not to take it regularly. I don't want to become addicted nor does experiencing constipation is fun.

    I was hoping CBD would help but it doesn't seems like the CBD is taking to my body. I guess it is something to do with my cabanoid receptors. It just isn't working for me. Yet I really hope that it will eventually work as I continue taking the tincture orally. I'm also using a salve made locally.

    I got to see a orthopedic doctor and he said I'm not a good candidate for hip replacement surgery because of I am at risk for developing an infection due to a vascular condition.

    What else is there? Acupuncture? In the meantime I am limping around. I need a stick to help with my walking. Keeping the weight off my left leg.

    The thought that I have to spend the rest of my life in this condition is not good. I have a hard time walking around and afraid that I'll wind up in a wheelchair. No one is able to take care of me and I'll wind up in a nursing home which I cannot afford. Perhaps I'll have to take an exit at that point. Winding up in a nursing home is one of my biggest fears

  • Drawing and Doodling

    Fuck you
    I have been drawing and doodling on my iPhone for what feels like a few years now.

    Chinese railroad worker

    Chinese railroad worker


    Lately instead of drawing directly on my iPhone I would draw the keyline on a paper with my brush pen. I would then take a picture of it, bring it into the photo editing app to crop and adjust the contrast. Then I'd bring it into the drawing app to retouch and color the drawing.
    Kind a looks like me in 1978 the prime of my life.

    Kind a looks like me in 1978 the prime of my life.

    I'd then post it into my social media sites.

    Stop the Monku3!

    Stop the Monku3!


    I have not been able to do too much because I have a hard time walking. Arthritis of the hip. The other week it took me three hours to walk from Chinatown to back home at 1 AM to 4 AM and that is less than a mile. The doctor gave me hydrocodone for my pain but that is a opioid and I'm afraid to take it on a regular basis. It is addicting and causes constipation. I am afraid I may need replacement surgery. I am broke and afraid I cannot pay the operation.

    Draw me a dragon okay

    Draw me a dragon okay

  • My daily med

    The state of my health

    nine medications

    nine medications

    here are the all the nine medications I take everyday.

    Metformin: 850 mg 3 x daily. Metformin is used to treat high blood sugar levels that are caused by a type of diabetes mellitus or sugar diabetes called type 2 diabetes. With this type of diabetes, insulin produced by the pancreas is not able to get sugar into the cells of the body where it can work properly.

    Side effects: Nausea, vomiting, stomach upset, diarrhea, gas, weakness, or a metallic taste in the mouth may occur. If any of these effects last or get worse, tell your doctor or pharmacist promptly. If stomach symptoms return later (after taking the same dose for several days or weeks), tell your doctor right away. Stomach symptoms that occur after the first days of your treatment may be signs of lactic acidosis.

    Remember that this medication has been prescribed because your doctor has judged that the benefit to you is greater than the risk of side effects. Many people using this medication do not have serious side effects.

    Metformin does not usually cause low blood sugar (hypoglycemia). Low blood sugar may occur if this drug is prescribed with other diabetes medications, or if you do not consume enough calories from food, or if you do unusually heavy exercise. Talk with your doctor or pharmacist about whether the dose of your other diabetes medication(s) needs to be lowered.

    Symptoms of low blood sugar include sudden sweating, shaking, fast heartbeat, hunger, blurred vision, dizziness, or tingling hands/feet. It is a good habit to carry glucose tablets or gel to treat low blood sugar. If you don't have these reliable forms of glucose, rapidly raise your blood sugar by eating a quick source of sugar such as table sugar, honey, or candy, or drink fruit juice or non-diet soda. Tell your doctor right away about the reaction and the use of this product. Check with your doctor or pharmacist to find out what you should do if you miss a meal.

    Symptoms of high blood sugar (hyperglycemia) include increased thirst/urination. If these symptoms occur, tell your doctor right away. Your dosage may need to be increased.

    Stop taking this medication and tell your doctor right away if this very serious side effect occurs: lactic acidosis (see Warning section).

    A very serious allergic reaction to this drug is rare. However, get medical help right away if you notice any symptoms of a serious allergic reaction, including: rash, itching/swelling (especially of the face/tongue/throat), severe dizziness, trouble breathing.

    This is not a complete list of possible side effects. If you notice other effects not listed above, contact your doctor or pharmacist.

    Glipizide: 10 mg and 5 mg. Glipizide belongs to a class of drugs called sulfonylureas. It stimulates the release of insulin from the pancreas, directing your body to store blood sugar. This helps lower blood sugar and restore the way you use food to make energy. This medicine is available only with your doctor's prescription.

    Side Effects: This medication may cause changes in your blood sugar. You should know the symptoms of low and high blood sugar and what to do if you have these symptoms.

    Glipizide may cause side effects. Tell your doctor if any of these symptoms are severe or do not go away:

    diarrhea
    gas
    feeling jittery
    dizziness
    uncontrollable shaking of a part of the body
    red or itchy skin
    rash
    hives
    blisters
    Some side effects can be serious. If you experience any of these symptoms, call your doctor immediately:

    yellowing of the skin or eyes
    light-colored stools
    dark urine
    pain in the upper right part of the stomach
    unusual bruising or bleeding
    fever
    sore throat
    Glipizide may cause other side effects. Call your doctor if you have any unusual problems while you are taking this medication.

    If you experience a serious side effect, you or your doctor may send a report to the Food and Drug Administration's (FDA) MedWatch Adverse Event Reporting program online (http://www.fda.gov/Safety/MedWatch) or by phone (1-800-332-1088).

    In one study, people who took a medication similar to glipizide to treat their diabetes were more likely to die of heart problems than people who were treated with insulin and diet changes. Talk to your doctor about the risks of taking glipizide.

    Metoprolol Tartrate :
    50 mg. 2 x daily. Metoprolol is used with or without other medications to treat high blood pressure (hypertension). Lowering high blood pressure helps prevent strokes, heart attacks, and kidney problems. This medication is also used to treat chest pain (angina) and to improve survival after a heart attack.

    SIDE EFFECTS: Drowsiness, dizziness, tiredness, diarrhea, and slow heartbeat may occur. Decreased sexual ability has been reported infrequently.
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    Common side effects may include:
    dizziness, tired feeling;
    depression, confusion, memory problems;
    nightmares, trouble sleeping;
    diarrhea; or.
    mild itching or rash.

    Hydralazine: Hydralazine is used to treat high blood pressure. Hydralazine is in a class of medications called vasodilators. It works by relaxing the blood vessels so that blood can flow more easily through the body.

    Common side effects include headache, loss of appetite, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, fast heart rate, and chest pain.
    ...
    You may have severe side effects, such as:
    very low blood pressure (hypotension)
    irregular heart rate.
    headache.
    redness and warmth to your skin (flushing)
    heart attack.
    shock.

    Jardiance: 12.5 mg 1x Daily JARDIANCE is a prescription medicine used to: lower blood sugar along with diet and exercise in adults with type 2 diabetes. reduce the risk of cardiovascular death in adults with type 2 diabetes who also have known cardiovascular disease.

    Frequent urination, dizziness, or lightheadedness may occur. If any of these effects persist or worsen, tell your doctor or pharmacist promptly. To reduce the risk of dizziness and lightheadedness, get up slowly when rising from a sitting or lying position.

    Simvastatin:. 20mg 1x daily. Simvastatin is used together with a proper diet to treat high cholesterol and triglyceride (fat) levels in the blood. This medicine may help prevent medical problems (eg, heart or blood vessel problems, heart attacks, or strokes) caused by clogged blood vessels.

    Remember that this medication has been prescribed because your doctor has judged that the benefit to you is greater than the risk of side effects. Many people using this medication do not have serious side effects.

    A very small number of people taking simvastatin may have mild memory problems or confusion. If these rare effects occur, talk to your doctor.

    Rarely, statins may cause or worsen diabetes. Talk to your doctor about the benefits and risks.

    This drug may rarely cause muscle problems (which can rarely lead to very serious conditions called rhabdomyolysis and autoimmune myopathy). Females, older adults, and Chinese people may be at higher risk. Tell your doctor right away if you develop any of these symptoms during treatment and if these symptoms last after your doctor stops this drug: muscle pain/tenderness/weakness (especially with fever or unusual tiredness), signs of kidney problems (such as change in the amount of urine).

    This medication may rarely cause liver problems. If you notice any of the following rare but serious side effects, tell your doctor right away: yellowing eyes/skin, dark urine, severe stomach/abdominal pain, persistent nausea/vomiting.

    Losartan: Losartan is used alone or together with other medicines to treat high blood pressure (hypertension). High blood pressure adds to the workload of the heart and arteries. If it continues for a long time, the heart and arteries may not function properly.

    Side Effects
    Blurred vision.
    difficult breathing.
    dizziness, faintness, or lightheadedness when getting up suddenly from a lying or sitting position.
    fast or irregular heartbeat.
    nausea or vomiting.
    numbness or tingling in the hands, feet, or lips.
    stomach pain.
    weakness or heaviness of the legs.

    Amlodipine: 10 mg 1x daily. Amlodipine is used to treat high blood pressure (hypertension) or a certain type of chest pain called angina, a rare form of which is Prinzmetal's or variant angina. In patients with high blood pressure this medicine works by relaxing blood vessels, so that blood passes through them more easily.

    Amlodipine side effects
    swelling of your legs or ankles.
    tiredness or extreme sleepiness.
    stomach pain.
    nausea.
    dizziness.
    hot or warm feeling in your face (flushing)
    irregular heart rate (arrhythmia)
    very fast heart rate (palpitations)

    Lantus : 20 units 1x daily. Usually before I go to bed.

    Insulin glargine is used with a proper diet and exercise program to control high blood sugar in people with diabetes. Controlling high blood sugar helps prevent kidney damage, blindness, nerve problems, loss of limbs, and sexual function problems. Proper control of diabetes may also lessen your risk of a heart attack or stroke.

    Insulin glargine is a man-made product that is similar to human insulin. It replaces the insulin that your body would normally make. It acts longer than regular insulin, providing a low, steady level of insulin. It works by helping blood sugar (glucose) get into cells so your body can use it for energy. Insulin glargine may be used with a shorter-acting insulin product. It may also be used alone or with other diabetes drugs.

    Lantus Solostar Pen side effects
    rapid weight gain, swelling in your feet or ankles;
    shortness of breath; or.
    low blood potassium--leg cramps, constipation, irregular heartbeats, fluttering in your chest, increased thirst or urination, numbness or tingling, muscle weakness or limp feeling.


    I've got arthritis of the left hip and it has been painful. It's been hard walking around and getting things done. I've been trying to manage the pain. The doctor gave me hydrocodone. I took it twice and it gave me three days of constipation.

    Hydrocodone: This combination medication is used to relieve moderate to severe pain. It contains an opioid pain reliever (hydrocodone) and a non-opioid pain reliever (acetaminophen). Hydrocodone works in the brain to change how your body feels and responds to pain. Acetaminophen can also reduce a fever.

    The dosage is based on your medical condition and response to treatment. In children, the dosage is also based on weight. Do not increase your dose, take the medication more frequently, or take it for a longer time than prescribed. Properly stop the medication when so directed.

    Pain medications work best if they are used as the first signs of pain occur. If you wait until the pain has worsened, the medication may not work as well.

    If you have ongoing pain (such as due to cancer), your doctor may direct you to also take long-acting opioid medications. In that case, this medication might be used for sudden (breakthrough) pain only as needed. Other pain relievers (such as ibuprofen, naproxen) may also be prescribed. Ask your doctor or pharmacist about using this product safely with other drugs.

    Suddenly stopping this medication may cause withdrawal, especially if you have used it for a long time or in high doses. To prevent withdrawal, your doctor may lower your dose slowly. Tell your doctor or pharmacist right away if you have any withdrawal symptoms such as restlessness, mental/mood changes (including anxiety, trouble sleeping, thoughts of suicide), watering eyes, runny nose, nausea, diarrhea, sweating, muscle aches, or sudden changes in behavior.

    When this medication is used for a long time, it may not work as well. Talk with your doctor if this medication stops working well.

    Though it helps many people, this medication may sometimes cause addiction. This risk may be higher if you have a substance use disorder (such as overuse of or addiction to drugs/alcohol). Take this medication exactly as prescribed to lower the risk of addiction. Ask your doctor or pharmacist for more details.


    so...I stopped taking the hydrocodone and giving CBD a try. I have been taking nasal spray dosages. At first it seemed to have reduced the pain by 15% or so. Could be my imagination. But now I am still experiencing pain. I am limping. walking slow and really painful.


    I often wonder what it would have been like had a not been taking all these medications. I may have already had a heart attack. My diabetes would have been out of control. I may have been dead long time ago. I was diagnosed with sleep apnea when I was thirty six years old. I was diagnosed for high blood pressure when I was forty eight years old. I was 51 when I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes.

  • Kung Flu

    Blue Dragon

    This whole world has been surreal since this pandemic. The streets are mostly empty. Very few people out and about. Many public places are closed. Stores are shut. Restaurants are closed. Society seems to be falling apart. People out of work. People dying. Asians are to be blamed. It's so easy to look for a scapegoat in these times.

    The mass media keeps playing up the virus originated from China. Whereas it was around already and it was first isolated in China.

    Then we have a President that keeps calling it the China virus. The China plague. Kung Flu. Not one damn bit funny. The racist American people love it. Especially poor and uneducated people are easily made to believe it.

    Many blacks have been taking their anger out on Asians. People have died. People are injured as a result.

    For me I make sure a have a few weapons on me when I go out. I'm ready.

  • Dumplings

    Dream dumplings

  • 1970... what a year that was!

    Top Hits of 1970

    1970... fifty one years ago.

    I graduated from Galileo high school and began five years of college at San Francisco State college in the fall of 1970. I had enough credit to graduate from high school a semester earlier but I chose to stick around and graduate in the spring of 1970 instead. I graduated from high school with honors in art and was looking at a future as an artist. I couldn't afford to go to an art college. I also felt it was a waste of money to do so. My parents worked hard for their money. Going to SF State was relatively cheap. I remember my first semester was only $72. I took the bus. I didn't own a car. College was a shock for me suddenly finding myself outside of Chinatown. After school I would go to Chinatown just to walk around before going home.

    I had a brief summer job taking college teachers around Chinatown and showing them what I did. I was involved in the Chinatown North Beach Youth Council addressing community issues as it pertained to the youth of the community.

    Our family business, Fueng Wah Company, a curio shop in Chinatown my parents ran for twenty eight years came to a close. My father was sixty five years old and pretty much retired from there on. My mother was fifty six years old. We used to live in the store and moving to the house eight blocks up the hill in Nob Hill was a big change as well.

    The decade of the seventies was not an easy decade. The Vietnam war raged. Images in the news of the maimed, injured and dead. Protests against the war. My mind was thrown into the events of the world. I cut high school to attend an anti war rally in Chinatown when the US invaded Cambodia and Laos by bombing it. Worries about me getting drafted into a racist war. I was an S-2 student deferment.

  • My Daughters

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    This painting I found on the internet look exactly like my daughters when they were like seven and eleven. They're so cute back then. I really cherish the days when they were so young and fresh. I want a large print to hang. They are full grown adults now well into their twenties. They're both working at home during this pandemic.

    One of them caught COVID-19 over a week ago. She's fully vaccinated too. She hasn't had breathing problems or anything but been isolated in her room in the back portion of the house with light fever and lost of taste. I'm sure she'll get through this okay...just being optimistic.

    For me I have all the underlying conditions. Catching this Covid would be a death sentence. I've been living downstairs for many months now. Not so much to avoid the virus but to avoid the monku3. Enjoying the solitude. I guess I'm a deep thinker. I have been using a cooler as my refrigerator.

    There's a new variant going around... the delta variant. Time for another lockdown.. just as things were beginning to open up. People are feeling so confident with the vaccine.


    Whywhywhy

    Whywhywhy

  • Hey there! I'm a Senior Citizen

    Recedes

    Howzit been going?

    Jiveazz

    If anything this goddamn pandemic has made me realize is that I have come to fully accept the fact that I'm a senior citizen.

    Graying

    My arthritic knee has become worse. My knees are stiff. I'm not picking up my feet enough and is subject to falling. Yes I have had falls while walking. I carry a walking stick to help keep balance and distribute my weight. I also have peripheral neuropathy and I can't stand for long periods of time.

    Noise trying
    I got my handicap placard for the car. Yes it comes in handy. I also have a senior pass for the bus.

    Beech

    I've been using my senior gold card and going to senior lunches. I hit up four places at times.

    Baldwin

    I've been going to the food pantry to get groceries. It really helps with the grocery bills. The pantry I go to distributes twice a week.

    Moody B

    I started getting my social security. I no longer do my biz. I stopped long ago. Yes I rely on this money to get by. After that lawsuit I am flat broke. The ol has been out of work and I hear her anxieties about money all the time. It's so goddamn depressing.

    Geezer

    I'm in the process of getting Medicare. Just got part B. Trying to get on Kaiser. My left ankle been really hurting. My last A1C was 9.3...

    Nobu Shitu

    Sorry for all the bad news.

  • My 2nd Vaccination

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    Hello everyone out there in Pandemicland. Howz the Covid?

    Just got my second vaccination yesterday. Is that a guarantee that I won’t catch this shit? Seems like everyone is getting complacent thinking they won’t catch this. People are still catching Covid. People are still dying from Covid. So don’t count on it.

    There are mutations still going on. This Covid is not yet eradicated.

    I must say this shot is hurting more than the first one.


    Is my new postings showing up? I can only see my newest postings when I log in.

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    “Always carry something useful.” Freddy Mar