December 4, 2024
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The pain… The pain
Seems like my pain in my osteoarthritic hip is getting worse and it's been hurting. It takes a while for me to stand up in every move his pain. I am afraid it may get to a point where I cannot walk at all and I will really be wheelchair bound And homebound.
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It is winter time and the days or shorter and the nights are longer which can give me the winter blues. Usually, I pull up my light box and sit in front of it every day during the winter so that I will not get so depressed. But I have not been doing that this time around. I find myself sleeping for a long time and losing track of daytime and night time.
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Recently, I have not been drawing as much. Is that a sign of depression? Art is all I have left in my life. I can no longer do any screen printing because it requires standing up and being able to carry things. I have sold my Screen Print equipment for a real cheap. I cannot do photography neither because it requires being able to run around which I cannot do now due to the osteoarthritis.
